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Aug. 30th, 2005

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for rabbit

sanami matoh has a manga called access b which has a suspiciously dee-looking character, and is supposedly super graphic yaoi. It has not been translated into english yet, but IS being scanlated (fans are scanning the pages and translating them) somewhere on the net. We should do a big ol search.

Jul. 18th, 2005

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now I have an MP story

Guy on box o' cocks is not him...but I sd I would spank him on the butt next time I saw him anyway. He sd he was naughty...Rabbit was laughing uproariously...funny stuff.

Now we get noodles. NOOoooooOOOOODLES!
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BGN is at 125 pages and still growing like a young boy's love for another young boy...in ma pants.

And I am happy to have my special boy home. (Special like lovely, not special like licking the bus window...or, um, no I guess not special in that way...mostly not.)

Sleeps peeps.

Jul. 11th, 2005

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A snippet of the novel for my friends, forgive any typos...it is still a rough draft.

OKAY THEN, Here's the biz, Winter is still unsure about what happened last friday night (What did happen last friday night, mandie? Well, I'm not telling you, you'll have to read it.) and had been avoiding Lorne, his neighbor and bestfriend, for a week. They are alone in Winter's room after a strange fight, and the mood was very serious and very intense...so, since I hate that shit, I decided: What would Roy do? And seeing that Roy is a major perv and a total tease, I thought the mood should be lightened, a bit...and then they should freakin get it on (but I'm not putting that bit in...like I sz you gots ta read this shite!) Now you should know how completely in LOVE with my characters I am...and yes, I am completely and totally Lorne, although I'd rather be Winter most of the time.

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Snippet is from Chapter 7 of _Winter_, by James Parker Lombard (copyright, ya'll)
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“Should we talk? I mean, about all this?” Lorne asked, imploringly, Winter could feel his eyes on him, and despite feeling extremely goofy, he continued rocking rhythmically. The motion was calming him.
“I don’t wanna talk right now.” Winter said.
“Would you like me to go?” Lorne sounded sad, “I can go, but I’d like to talk sometime.”
“Okay.” Winter said, he heard Lorne move on the other side of the room. Winter lowered his hands and opened his eyes. Lorne was standing, and had just put his hands in the pockets of his sweatshirt. He looked like he was getting ready to go. Wait, Winter thought, that wasn’t what I meant, “I didn’t mean ‘okay, go.’ I meant ‘Okay, talk sometime.’”
“Oh.” Lorne said, nearly surprised. He took his hands from his pockets and sat back down, this time on the edge of the bed. They sat in awkward silence for a while longer, avoiding eye contact with the other person. Lorne, after a minute, began tapping his feet; Winter looked up and Lorne smiled at him, a huge smile. “Oh, Stop looking so worried. Do you think I’ll jump you?” Winter was surprised, he could feel his eyes get wider. Lorne was making a joke of this? “Cause I’m SO gay for you? And I can’t keep my hands off of you?” Now Winter was horrified, he gripped the seat of the wooden chair hard with both hands. This wasn’t funny, how could Lorne think this was funny? Lorne began to laugh uncontrollably and lay back on Winter’s bed with his hands over his mouth. “I’m sorry...it’s not funny really. It’s just your...O, my God...we both are so serious...and...and..” He was gasping for air between spurts of laughter.
“Fuck. You think this is funny?” Winter was starting to get pissed.
“Yes?!”
“Why? It’s not funny. God, you’re a fucking dick!” Winter stood up and stomped towards the bed, Lorne was red faced and holding his sides.
“No, no. I can’t help it, I’m nervous, and it is...it is funny.” The laughter was fading slowly... “Aw, come on Win, isn’t it funny in the littlest bit?”
“No. Not even in the smallest way.” Winter had gone from angry to hurt, he felt like Lorne was making fun of him. Winter made tight fists of his hands, he was livid, and Lorne, he was still smiling goofily but the loud laughter had all but ceased. He propped himself up on his forearms.
“Nothing? Not even: ‘Hey, Winter wanna make out?’ Not funny?” Lorne looked imploringly up at Winter’s face. Suddenly Winter realized the danger of his position, Lorne had made him take it serious, he had disarmed him. Shit, Winter thought. Lorne’s left eyebrow was raised. Winter’s eyes widened with fear, and then Lorne grabbed him and pulled him down onto the bed in one swift move. God, he was fast; in what seemed like a split second, Winter had been pulled onto the bed, thrown on his back and straddled by Lorne, his legs bent and pressing against Winter’s thighs and calves, essentially trapping him beneath the weight of his body. Winter struggled to get up, but Lorne held him fast by the wrists and leaned hard into him. “Not funny?” Lorne’s eyes narrowed, “But you pulled me on top of you earlier.” Lorne was teasing him, Winter fought harder, wiggling uselessly beneath Lorne in order to free himself.
“Fucker, get offa me!” Winter’s cheeks were hot, he was getting angry now.
“I gotta tell you, I kinda like this. Squirm all you want.” Lorne bent down so that his face was just inches from Winter’s. “And I think that you don’t dislike it. So, Winter, DO YOU wanna make out?” Lorne’s half smile was an attempt at being sexy, Winter thought, it was pissing him off more.
“Fuck you! Get out!” Winter was helpless beneath him.
“But you just said you wanted me to stay.” His sicky sweet voice was enraging.
“That was before you started being all pervy. Stop treating me like a girl.” He spat out the words. Lorne leaned closer and whispered into Winter’s ear.
“Oh, I’d never treat a girl like this. But you, you don’t want to be at fault, there’s no shame if I jump you, right? You couldn’t help it? Right? Couldn’t stop me?” Then Lorne licked the very edge of Winter’s ear, moving his tongue downwards and breathing softly. Just as he did that Friday night, Winter convulsed, but this time he whimpered as well. “Tell me to go, tell me to stop. Win, I’ll stop.” Lorne was kissing his neck now. “Tell me to stop. But you don’t want to.” Lorne’s tongue slid along his jaw line, before he pressed his lips for a full second against Winter’s cheek. Winter was angry, confused, tired of struggling and he tightened his lips so that they were a thin line pressed hard against his teeth. “Oh, Win, really?” They were nose to nose now, Lorne was feigning deep disappointment, “You don’t want me to kiss you?” Lorne’s dark green-hazel eyes were staring right into Winter’s murky grey eyes, his anger turned to alarm. Lorne repeated, “Don’t you want me to kiss you? Say no and I’ll let you go.” Lorne pressed his lips against Winter’s with a loud smacking sound pulled away and smiled wide. “You aren’t saying no. That means you want to say ‘Yes, Lorne; kiss me, Lorne; I can’t stand it, Lorne; put your tongue in my mouth, Lorne.’” Winter was horrified, how could Lorne tease him about this? But he did feel an odd sense of relief beneath the surface of his horror and anger, it was like Lorne had said, he had been given no choice, so who could blame him? He finally opened his mouth to say “Stop it!” but with the first syllable Lorne’s mouth was on his, hard, it felt like he was bruising his lips. At first he tried to fight it off, turn his head away from Lorne’s insistent mouth and tongue, but then the same frightening desire from the other night took over, and Winter felt himself relax, responding to Lorne’s kisses. Each time Lorne’s tongue entered his mouth it was like an electric charge up his spine, and before long his tongue was seeking Lorne’s mouth again. The grip on his wrists relaxed somewhat, but by that point Winter didn’t feel like regaining control. His breath was coming quick and his pulse was racing, any anger he felt was quickly dissipating.

Jun. 27th, 2005

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I'm posting pretty boy love.

This one's about a hot surfer....SEE THIS SKINNYSURFER!

title or description


Horyuu is a shining, good looking surfer idol. Shouin, who is enamored with him, is a calm, restrained and mature youngster.

Heh.
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Info for Rabbit, et al. Yaoi-con shonen-ai suggestions.

Seimaden

Earthian

Mirage of Blaze OAV and TV

SHUT UP!!!!!! NEW GRAVITATION OVA!!!!! Who's turn is it to buy this?
http://www.rightstuf.com/1-800-338-6827/catalogmgr/bhwbipeKQfYZ-PGvUm/browse/item/66748/4/1873/72

Jun. 23rd, 2005

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Winter's last name...heh.

Hayes. Get it? Too much? Winter Hayes. I can have it be a sore spot in the novel. I am already imagining the dialog. fnnnarrr.

It's not too unrealistic I had a friend in elementary school named Misty Sunshine Gray. Plus, there's always the infamous Crystal Shanda Lear.

Jun. 21st, 2005

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Diet update: week four et al.

I have lost, get this bitches, 18 pounds. HAhahaha! I will keep this going and by Lil' Bob's wedding day, September 10th? (I should find that out), I will have to have my dress taken in. That's right, I said it: TAKEN IN!

I still look smooshy. Damn belly fat. My butt looks awesome though.

The Thesis Defense was very interesting, I hope mine goes so smoothly. I told her that hers was better written than many I've seen at the Master's level (ya'lls selves excluded, of course). She rocked the casbah.

Am still working on the Romance, and have started chapter 3 with some gaps still glaring at me from chapter 2. I should get those filled in this week. Where is it going now? I dunno. All that's there so far is Winter waking up on Ben's couch. What's gonna happen??? (For ya'll who haven't read my shite, Ben is not the love interest.)

Lastly, and painfully, I have that freaking Graviation song stuck in my head. It hurtzes. "Don't forget smile again."
I am rereading Fake, and there is no news on the delivery of my purchased copy of the dvd. SO...I have requested it from NetFlix, and NO, Rabbit, they do not have LEVEL-C at Netflix, apparently it is too naughty (they don't have gravitation either). To sum up, FAKE on it's way wednesday from Netflix, and on back order in Tokyo from Animenation.

What else...the sammy idea was dumb. We will be on the lookout for a free dog, but will not actively pursue dog ownerdom: Bruce came from Jesus because I prayed real hard for a fuzzy dog of my own, so...(am I kidding, you don't know...stop judging me!) we figure that karma will send us a dog when we really need one. And I don't want a damned chihuahua (although I will taunt yours Rabbit, "You want a taco, doggy? mmmm...taco.").

Roy is busy now applying for the KAC grant, and is meeting with the coordinator tommorrow, I am working on crazy theses at the grad college, and B is pouting like I took his pig nose (which I did not). Now, I have to go rassle my dog, and help Roy out with some paperwork. So, vaya con huevos.

Jun. 20th, 2005

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You are welcome, my gravitationally addicted friends.

http://www.animelyrics.com/anime/gravitation/superdrive.htm

Now, I'm off to the gym...sux.

Jun. 17th, 2005

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Gravitation 12- release date 7-12-2005

http://store.yahoo.com/animenation/1595324151.html

YEAH!!! You can preorder it here for $1.00 less than cover.
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DUH...A quiz re: what kind of boy I like.

kewl
You like the trouble making types.


What kind of guy are you most attracted to? (CUTE anime pics)
brought to you by Quizilla

Jun. 2nd, 2005

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HA BITCHES!

deeryou
Surprise, surprise, you're Dee/Ryou. You're
mainstream. How does that make you feel?


Which Pairing From FAKE Are You?
brought to you by Quizilla


I AM DEE! HA HA HA! (That makes Roy, Ryo...hey it's even spelled similarly. That's somehow significant.)

Apr. 25th, 2005

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Yaoi obsession part deux

I can't sleep, and I can't keep my hands off of Roy...what is wrong with me!???

Dammit, dammit, dammit.

On an up note, I am learning some Japanese from watching endless loops of Gravitation.

Kimi o daisuke --I love you
Ne ko ni natte ai ni natee --Hey,I want it to be a crush then love
Nee oikakete oikakete--hey, chase me, chase me!
Oni-san - big brother
oni-chan - cute big brother
Baku - idiot, moron, brat, and the like.

My face hurts from smiling at pretty boys in love.

Other things I have learned, thanks to Gravitation...
1. somewhere a flying panda always comes into play
2. I like having my hair pulled
3. I like mean boys who tell me to "fuck off" and then touch me inappropriately (that's all a bit sadistic...I am appropriately ashamed).
4. It's hard to grade papers when cartoons are kissing.
5. translation is really, really difficult.
6. I want pink hair! (It's kinda pink right now.)
7. I am prone to obsession.
8. I should be allowed to sing in a major j-pop band.
9. My band is headed for career failure. I'll never be as good as Ryuchi Sakama. But I'm sure I'm better than Shuichi...somebody get me a tall broody man to love me inappropriately (oh, wait! I've got one.)
10.All Americans carry guns...really (according to the Japanese).

I like the words appropriate/inappropriate...although ultimately they don't mean squat, cause "I do what I want!!" Unless I get caught, then I get yelled at.

Apr. 11th, 2005

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More on Yaoi -from Yaoi-con

"What is Yaoi?

Yaoi is a Japanese publishing genre that encompasses manga, novels and short stories produced by female artists and writers for the enjoyment of female readers. It's a fantasy form which focuses on the romantic, emotional, and above all, sexual relationships of guys together. The word yaoi is derived from the first syllables of each word in the expression, yama nashi, ochi nashi, imi nashi, which means "no peak, no point, no meaning,” and originally referred to badly drawn self-published fan comics (doujinshi). Yaoi is similar to the American genre of slash (m/m pairings based on popular tv series, movies or books), but typically with more of a visual aspect.

Boy's Love (BL) is the usual term used by the Japanese publishing industry to categorize works focusing on male/male relationships marketed at women. Many Westerners use yaoi as a catchall term to indicate any story that includes a male/male relationship and is linked to Japan, be it commercial manga, anime, games, game-based slash fiction, English-language fan fiction, fan art, etc., just as BL is used as an umbrella term in Japan. In Japan the term yaoi typically refers to just doujinshi and sex scenes. Referring to a commercial work as yaoi, or to a shoujo (girls') or BL manga artist as a yaoi artist may be considered offensive.

Who are the fans?

As mentioned above, the intended audience is female. Which isn't to say that guys, regardless of sexual persuasion, don't enjoy yaoi. Some definitely do, and enjoy it immensely, but the intended audience of Japanese yaoi is exclusively female.

So it's hentai or gay porn for women?

Not at all. Remember that it's all written by women for the enjoyment of other women, so the works display a female fantasy of what's sexually attractive, not necessarily a gay male one. Secondly, there's a common misconception that yaoi is all about the sex, nothing more than hentai or pornography for women. Yaoi manga, novels and anime actually cover a wide variety of genres, from comedy to science fiction, from giant robots to high school romance and have been known to have long, complex, volume-spanning plots.

Which isn’t to say that yaoi works can’t be sexually explicit. Some of them are very much so, and definitely not for minors. It's worth noting that even in the more sexually explicit yaoi anime, there's never full-frontal nudity. There are always strategic camera angles or discreetly bent limbs to blunt the effect. Or there are the infamous "glowing cones of light” (or ghostly outlines) which replace genitalia during sex scenes. "


See..It's absolutely fascinating on both an emotional and analytical level!! (I mean: I love it and it's really strange and interesting) It isn't really porn, because it's more affectionate; It's about gay men (they are the main characters and their relationships are the emotional center of these stories/movies/etc.) but is intended to be read by straight women. IT makes absolutely no sense, and perfect sense at the same time. I'm not quite sure of the implications of the situation/literature. Is this the female version of the gratuitious lesbian scene in straight male porn? What does it mean that the sex (more explicitly the penis itself) is being "left out" or "blurred?" Is this form a result of the VERY obvious exclusion of any consideration for female or gay male viewers in mainstream pornography? Or is it a "celebration of male love and beauty?" The characters certainly are lovely, and quite beautiful. I won't say it isn't really, really appealing...but I'm curious as to what some close reading might surface about this type of literature...what if it's only seemingly liberating, is this a damaging type of objectification somehow? I guess I think too much about things. I'll write more on this as I learn more.

FOR crissakes though, I AM, without a doubt, the perfect target audience (although I wouldn't mind if they left the full frontal unblurred...what's wrong with showing a penis? I think penises are pretty cool!)! It's no different than Anne Rice books: beautifully unearthly men sharing real affection for one another...ah, fantasy. I am a smitten kitten.

Apr. 10th, 2005

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Damn you, RABBIT!!!

I have spent the last three hours scouring the internet for information about my newest obsession...Yaoiness. I am torn now between graciously thanking, and heaping curses upon the rabbit, for the intro to the loveliness of Gravitation and boy love. Boys are sooo pretty, ahhh. (that was a sigh.) I can't stand it! How could a whole beautiful boy subculture have existed for so long without my knowing it. I have decided that I am absolutely, and undoubtedly a gay man trapped in a woman's body...I guess not a horrible place to be. I have a hold placed on the copy of Gravitation in the KPL. There is nothing sweeter than boys in love. My heart is breaking (oh, so cute and sweet and lovely). Roy is disturbed. And I need to avoid Jlist and eBay for a while...at least until this torrid obsession dies down a bit, otherwise I will be a mandie with no money sooner than I can imagine. Like I need another obsession.

More to follow...